Amber Smith was another author I recently saw at an event, and I had been hearing such great things about her debut title. I hadn’t yet had a chance to read it until now, but it is unforgettable!
When her older brother and his roommate come home from college for winter break, Eden is sexually assaulted by the brother’s roommate, Kevin. As Eden tries to tell her family after it happened, no one lets her speak and she retreats further and further from them. Since Kevin has been his best friend for a long time, Eden comes to believe they will choose to believe Kevin if he denies it than her accusation. The novel follows Eden through her freshman to senior year in high school after the assault, showing her process of shame, grief, anger, and finally action. She gains boyfriends but pushes everyone who might care about her away, experiences sexual addiction, abuses drugs and alcohol, all in an attempt to numb herself to the pain of being assaulted. Eden’s emotional journey is the most compelling part of this novel, and is so empathetic that the reader will experience the same emotional path. Why would you read this? Because Eden could be every girl who has been sexually assaulted and harassed, and shows the invisible pain and consequences of such abuse. Hauntingly beautiful and raw, Amber Smith will crack you wide open.
Don’t forget to check out her new title The Last to Let Go coming February 2018.